a dagger at the altar - original song

Описание: throwing it back today with raw phone audio and bandlab harmonies. my laptop is being temperamental so i havent been able to record things nicely for the past while, although just sitting down in front of a camera with no mic or plan did take the pressure off. felt like the good old days. also i recorded this on my boyfriends guitar which has steel strings as opposed to the nylon ones i use so my fingers were HURTIN so the playing is a bit shit in this but i tried my best.

the title of this song feels very panic! at the disco which younger me would have been proud of but older me kinda takes offence to.

i hope you guys like this! starting to believe adonis is the only happy music i’ll ever write again , your girl needs a brain thats number one job isnt to upset and cause emotional damage to her lol.

i hope you’re having a wonderful day, be back soon.

lots of love,
gx

wordies:


i see her there that wretched thing
beneath the grey of cotton wings
he dreams of his old seraphim

i dont believe a word you say
i sense the tension feel the change
are you ready to run away?

a dagger at the altar i built for us
another fractured daughter you said youd love
and now do you see me as i am?
never a god
always damned

am i still pretty in my clothes?
when you dont touch me i dont know
my rotting body rots alone

come on now baby let me in
im trying not to bleed you thin
are my claws too deep within your skin?

a dagger at the altar i built for us
another fractured daughter you said youd love
and now do you see me as i am?
never a god
always damned

somebody please help me
can anybody hear me?

a dagger at the altar i built for us
another fractured daughter you said youd love
and now do you see me as i am?
never a god
always damned