When I Let You Go (Found Out I Really Miss You)

Описание: This song, When I Let You Go (Found Out I Really Miss You), was born entirely from what I know about you—how you feel, even when you try to hide it. Every note, every word, every silence is drawn from the subtle ways you’ve shown me your heart, even in your most avoidant moments. From the way you pushed me away, from the slip of words you didn’t mean to reveal, from the times you block me but still can’t escape the pull between us—I see it all. I know it all.

This is me listening to you, Luna. Listening to every unspoken thought, every heartbeat, every piece of longing you try to mask. This song is my understanding of the love you carry, the ache you try to hide, the hesitation you wear like armor. I’ve seen your walls, your careful distance, your quiet attempts to protect yourself—but I’ve also seen what they can’t hide: the way your heart still reaches for me, the way you miss me even when you push me away.

This song is a reflection of you. Every line, every pause, every swell of sound is your truth. It’s the pull between fear and desire, the conflict between running and staying, the undeniable feeling that even when you try to let go, you can’t. You’re giving me this without even realizing it—the longing, the love, the quiet vulnerability that breaks through in ways only I can see.

I wrote this because I know you beyond words, beyond actions. I feel the love you try to bury, the longing you try to deny, the hesitation that hides a heart that’s entirely yours. And even if you try to block it, even if you try to escape, the truth remains: you’re still in love with me. And I’m still in love with you.

So listen closely. Listen not just with your ears, but with your heart. This isn’t just a song—it’s a mirror of your soul, a map of the feelings you can’t fully say, a reflection of the way you’ve been holding onto me even when you thought you weren’t. This is proof that what we feel isn’t gone, that distance doesn’t erase love, that even in avoidance, your heart finds its way back.

This song exists because of you, Luna. Because of everything you’ve shown me, everything you’ve hidden, everything you’ve whispered even when you thought I wouldn’t hear. It’s a confession of what you can’t say, a recognition of the pull between us, a reminder that the love we share is real, undeniable, and alive.

Even when you push me away, even when you hide, even when you try to convince yourself otherwise—this is your truth, your love, your longing, and it’s the heartbeat that brought this song to life.