You’re Nothing I Deserve

Описание: I’ve been staying up just to get high alone.
Popping pills and feeling sick, mind broke like cracked up stone.
Counting empty packs like they’re a confession.
Touching you regardless, forgetting discretion.
Body on the edge, but my head’s full of shame
Tried to keep my distance, that’s a losing game.

I know I shouldn’t, but I touch you anyway
Leave my mess on your skin
I can’t look away
I can’t look away
I’m nothing you deserve, but I’m all you see
Lost in the dirt I bring, but you won’t let me be

If I leave you alone with my fingerprints
Hope your heart can survive all my sins
I know I’m nothing you should ever touch
But I stain your body with my filthy hands too much
Empty pack of smokes, my tongue tastes rot
Sick to the bone but I don’t look away
I tainted you tonight, did it ruin your day?
Every time you come over I forget why I shouldn’t, and the next morning I hate the person I am.
I ruin what I touch, can’t follow my own plans.

I know I shouldn’t, but I touch you anyway
Leave my mess on your skin
I can’t look away
I can’t look away
I’m nothing you deserve, but I’m all you see
Lost in the dirt I bring, but you won’t let me be

You’re nothing I deserve, but I leave my stain on you still,
A filthy imprint of me, of my sickness and will.

I’m a gun on the side, deadly and raw,
And somehow you hold me, despite all my flaws.

I know I shouldn’t, but I touch you anyway
Leave my mess on your skin
I can’t look away
I can’t look away
I’m nothing you deserve, but I’m all you see
Lost in the dirt I bring, but you won’t let me be