shyzouka.mp3 - 2AM

Описание: #2AM #shyzouka #MidnightVibes #LateNight #SadAesthetic #NightDrive
#LonelyHours #EmotionalRap #AmbientTrap #undergroundmusic

Lyrics:

Intro

Yeah
2 a.m. again
Same glass, same pain

Verse 1

Every time I drink, I see your face again
Same smile, same eyes, same ends
Your voice in my head like it never left
Even though you’re gone, you’re still in my chest

I smell your perfume in the empty room
Even when I’m alone, it’s always you
Memories hit harder than the alcohol
I’m drunk on the past, I can’t let it fall

Pre-Chorus

I don’t talk about you, I just drown it out
But silence screams when you’re not around
I tell myself that I’m doing fine
But I’m lying every night

Chorus

Every time I drink, you come back to life
Your laugh in my head, your hand in mine
I’m broken inside, but I don’t show signs
I work till I bleed just to kill the time
Every time I drink, I lose control
Your ghost in my veins, your name in my soul
I’m still not over you, I swear I tried
But you live in my head every lonely night

Verse 2

Seventeen-hour days, I don’t sleep anymore
I stay at work just to avoid the floor
Where we used to lie, where we used to talk
Now it’s just dust where we used to walk

My body’s here, but my mind’s still there
Stuck in the past, stuck in your stare
I chase exhaustion just to feel numb
If I stop moving, you come undone

Pre-Chorus

I don’t miss the fights, I miss the calm
The way you’d fall asleep on my arm
I’d give anything to rewind
Just one more night

Chorus

Every time I drink, you come back to life
Your voice in my head saying “we’re alright”
I’m breaking apart, but I act so strong
Working myself dead just to move along
Every time I drink, I lose control
Your touch on my skin, but I’m alone
I’m still not over you, I can’t lie
You live in my head every lonely night

Bridge

I don’t hate you, I hate myself
For still loving you like this
For chasing ghosts, for killing sleep
For wishing you still exist

Final Chorus

Every time I drink, it’s you I see
Not the girl you are, but what we used to be
I’m tired, I’m numb, I’m barely alive
But you’re wide awake inside my mind
Every time I drink, I fall apart
Your memory cuts deeper than the scars
I’m still not over you, that’s the truth
I lost myself the day I lost you

Outro

I don’t sleep
I just work
I don’t heal
I just hurt