HOSTLESS - Breaking Down (prod. peril)

Описание: I hope you guys enjoy this one

[ Artwork ]
Source: Idk... let me know who made it

[ Beat ]
prod. peril |    • (free) alternative rock + indie type beat ...  

[lyrics]

walk away when the rain turns stormy
I press replay and review the story
when your shade was still meant for me
now, I lay on the concrete flooring

I won't shy away; own up to mistake
but one-way blame is a one-way ache
heart contained in a starless space
a dark, cold grave and a hopeless place

tell me if you want me, then I'll promise you I'll stick around
carrying what haunts me, I will play pretend and keep it sound
bearing all the fractures that I bottled up, you left to drown
dragging every chapter from the aftermath beneath the ground
fighting off the rapture of a love we never made profound
chasing off the shadows from the silence, screaming far too loud
searching for an answer in the ruins where I can be found
writing through this somber pain to mask the way I'm breaking down

passing through my past mistakes
in this void, I navigate
clouds that pour these acid rain
had almost poisoned half my brain

I play games and push my luck
I tend to trade too much of love
I'm not afraid I'm not enough
I'm just afraid– who I can trust

lately, I've been thinking 'bout how you and I can mend
these distances between our fingertips—is this the end?
'cause you were always was the reason why I tried again
don't leave me in this prison of my false self-confidence