what was i thinking?

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These feelings got me feeling like we intimate
Even if this distance appears infinite
You know I want to hold you
And never let go
And we can sit and sip on Soju
with our two eyes closed and have the
Record on repeat while you’re whispering you need me
And I feel like I’m knee deep in all the love that you feed me
With all our cards in order, we would be a Jack and a Queen
And we can calk and mortar all the empty cracks in between
And keep it ethical with both our livers drowning in this ethanol
And Adderall cuz after all, we only live once
And instead of spending all my time rolling up blunts
I’d rather wrap my arms around you with my heart in afflux, cus
You make me feel invincible
My love is indivisible
I feel the pull of gravity having me get in close to you
I want your hand in mine, intertwined, as we dance to older tunes
I’m not gonna lie to you, darling, I have been hoping to
Rekindle the dying fires that I’d been once devoted to
But now those times are over
Being happy and sober
"Relish all those memories" says the angel on my shoulder
But the devil on the other says, "Maybe you should have told her:"


I know you don’t think of me
But I know that I think of you
My heart feels incomplete
I see you in my dreams

I know you don’t think of me
But this pause is an interlude
I want to be someone
That you can say I love you to

You know we never talk anymore
But we used to hit it off, to be sure
But now I’m awfully short
Sighted in about as much as I could be
Got the height, but I could never be as strong as a wood tree
And all I ever do anymore is burn bridges
And all I ever want anymore is to earn riches
And I'd trade it all away for your love but I'm certain it
Would bite me in the ass when I only turn kisses
Into negatives memories I recall in dreamland
And sedative melodies you improv and freehand huh
Did you even see I sent you a text?
Cus I could swear I saw my phone say you had left me on read
I should let it go its rude to go and bother the dead
I just hope that I dont see you when I'm lying in bed
And I replay in head what you told me when you knew that I was fuckin depressed
You talked me off of the edge
But that was many years ago and by now we're both different
The you and me we knew in the past are just remnants
We relied on each other but now we're independant
I just wish that I could put back together those two segments