Grace Through Grief Ft. Mary Pagan | At The Table Podcast Ep. 003

Описание: In this episode of At The Table, worship leader Mary Pagan shares her journey through loss, identity, and the grace of God.

Raised in church as the daughter of pastors and the youngest of five, Mary felt the pressure to be perfect from a young age. At 18, her life was shaken by the loss of her father, followed by a season of rebellion and searching for identity through external validation. While in college, she encountered a church community that modeled grace and redemption, leading her back to Christ step by step. In 2021, Mary faced another deep loss with the passing of her brother.

Today, Mary travels internationally as a worship leader, collaborating with artists like Tercer Cielo and Israel Houghton, and ministering on major platforms including the Latin Grammy stage. Her story is a powerful reminder that God’s presence meets us even in our deepest grief.

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00:00 - Episode Introduction and Guest Welcome
01:29 - Mary’s Introduction and Appreciation
02:43 - Growing Up as a Pastor’s Daughter
04:50 - Identity Struggles and Rebellion
06:34 - Early Worship Ministry Experiences
08:17 - Personal Honesty and Struggle
09:54 - Honesty with Parents and Pressure
11:55 - Father’s Passing and Its Impact
13:38 - Restoration and Faith After Loss
16:19 - Journey of Coming Back to Faith
20:15 - Responsibility, Identity, and Scripture
24:15 - Church Culture and Anthropocentric Views
26:41 - Grace, Humility, and Service
29:22 - Empathy and Servant Heart
33:34 - Restoration of Family Relationships
35:28 - Navigating Collaboration and Idolization
39:15 - Staying Grounded and Accountability
42:12 - Encouragement and Personal Witness
46:37 - Advice for Those Experiencing Tragedy
49:04 - Faith When God Feels Distant
52:52 - Final Reflections on Suffering and Faith
56:17 - Closing Remarks and Podcast Promotion