The Murderbot Diaries - ORIGINAL SONG "Libertatum"

Описание: Based on "The Murderbot Diaries" by Martha Wells https://www.marthawells.com/murderbot...

photo, visuals, vocals, vocal melody, and lyrics entirely by me. I used a service called AIVA to generate an original instrumental background to sing on top of, because it's not something I'm capable of doing myself, at this point. If it bothers you that I used AI components (in a song about a character with AI components), I invite you to make your very own song just the way you like it! No one is stopping you - there's room for everyone to make and share their own things! I'm sorry if I sound bitter, but it's like bringing a cake to share at school or work, and people complaining that you made it from a cake mix instead of from scratch. I spent 30+ hours contributing something entirely free to others (it's not monetized), and some people have the f*ing nerve to tell me it's not good enough. Someday? yeah, I'd like to write the instrument parts. But in the meantime, I'm gonna enjoy making cake-mix cake for fun, and if that's not your thing, no one is making you eat it.

God, I WISH it didn't bother me when people leave negative comments, but the truth is that I am genuinely scared to check comments on this video, and my other videos and platforms, because my fleshy stupid sensitive human meatsack emotional brain will torture me for it, no matter how many times I tell myself not to care. Seriously, I've gotten ONE mean comment on this video so far, and it has completely ruined the past 36 hours. If someone came up and told me in person, they'd get to watch me burst into tears and run away. I'm absurdly sensitive, and it's a vulnerability I have to weigh against every time I want to share what I make. If you average it out, I make negative money even on the videos I DO monetize, just to afford therapy.

Your comments matter - what you say online has a real world impact on real, physical people. If you wouldn't say it in person, consider not saying it online either. Please.
I want to keep making and sharing things, but it hurts so bad.