What is love

Описание: The words are mine

Written 12.6.06





I believed
you loved me then
But it's something
you don't want to face
When it's taking all I am
While sitting here
in this sick strange darkness
Pretending
to hate myself
for loving you
But all I’m doing
is breathing in the pain
That has just begun
But I tried to give it all away
To bring myself to a better place

What is love
when your leaving me all alone
with tears blacking
out my eyes once again
When you took all of my love
when my back
was against the wall
When my hands
were tied and useless
What is love
when everything
starts to fall apart
Now I'm trying to hide
these scars that are my pain
I never felt so alone
when you said
I’m here

Here I am
desperately reaching
Screaming for you
in the depths of a dream
Forever in the back of my heart
Where everything
seems like an endless pain
That's like an endless rain
But I knew you loved me then
But it's something
you don't want to face

What is love
when your leaving me all alone
with tears blacking
out my eyes once again
When you took all of my love
when my back
was against the wall
When my hands
were tied and useless
What is love
when everything
starts to fall apart
Now I'm trying to hide
these scars that are my pain
I never felt so alone
when you said
I’m here

In my waking moments
I hold the thoughts
of you safe inside myself
Sitting here
in this sick strange darkness
But I'm to blind to see
Trying to imagine
your face as it was
To bring me to a better place

What is love
when your leaving me all alone
with tears blacking
out my eyes once again
When you took all of my love
when my back
was against the wall
When my hands
were tied and useless
What is love
when everything
starts to fall apart
Now I'm trying to hide
these scars that are my pain
I never felt so alone
when you said
I’m here

And I fall again
into dismay
where nothing
feels right and it doesn't feel real
But it's something
that I don't want to face