Still Here - Xreama | VenDelta

Описание: Sometimes the hardest part of moving on is not wanting to. 🥀

I’m still waiting for the day to end
So I can start it all over again.
Nothing has changed and nothing is new,
I’m still just as caught up in wanting you.
I know that the time is supposed to go by,
But I’m still right here and I’m not even trying
To find a way out or a way to be free,
When being with you is all I want to be.

It’s not getting better, it’s not going away.
It’s the first thing I feel at the start of the day.
I’m staying right here where the hurting is real,
Because I don’t want to lose the way that I feel.
I haven’t moved on and I’m not doing well,
I’m just stuck in this feeling as far as I can tell.
And I’m not looking for a way to get out,
You’re still the only thing I care about.

They tell me that soon I’ll start feeling okay,
That the weight of this love will just wander away.
But I don’t want to feel light if it means I’m alone,
Or lose the most honest thing I’ve ever known.
It’s lonely and quiet and it’s hard to get through,
But it’s the only part left that still belongs to you.
So I hold onto the ache and I hold onto the low,
Because it’s better than finally letting you go.

I’m not trying to hide how much I still care,
I’m not trying to act like you’re not still there
In every thought that goes through my head.
I’m staying right here in the mess instead.
I’m not getting stronger, I’m not getting wise,
I’m just looking at life through the same tired eyes.
Everything else feels like a waste of my time,
Unless I can say that you’re still mine.

I don’t want to be "fine" if "fine" means I’m through.
I don’t want a life that’s not centered on you.
It’s wrong and it’s hard and it’s breaking me down,
But I’d rather be lost than be someone you found
And then left behind to just figure it out.
I’m staying right here, I have so much doubt
That I’ll ever be different or ever be new,
I’m just stuck in the middle of loving you.

It’s not getting better, it’s not going away.
It’s the first thing I feel at the start of the day.
I’m staying right here where the hurting is real,
Because I don’t want to lose the way that I feel.
I haven’t moved on and I’m not doing well,
I’m just stuck in this feeling as far as I can tell.
And I’m not looking for a way to get out,
You’re still the only thing I care about.

I’m still here.
I’m not moving.
I’m just feeling it all.
Every single day.

It’s not right, and it’s not okay.
But I’m still here.
I'm still wanting you.


Let us know how you get through it...


► Spotify: [https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2ot...]

Want to Support? Feel free to join my Patreon, Free membership included.
Patreon: [ / xreamavendelta ]


#Music #Heartache #NewSong #AltRock #PopBallad #SadVibes