The Highest’s Verdict

Описание: “The Highest’s Verdict” is a Kay_of_the_Dead Lore Song describing Kay’s punishment from the Highest God.

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LYRICS

I didn’t kneel.
I didn’t run.
I just… looked up.

I stood where sound hasn’t learned to echo,
Where light doesn’t need a name,
I thought asking meant I belonged there—
I thought wondering was the same as faith.
I didn’t reach to take your throne,
I didn’t curse your design,
I only asked why love could break
If it was carved by your hand, not mine.

The silence leaned forward.
The weight found my spine.

I FELT THE VERDICT
BEFORE I HEARD THE WORD
THE SKY TURNED AWAY FROM ME
LIKE I’D SPOKEN OUT OF TURN

I WAS STILL ME
WHEN THE HEIGHT LET GO
I DIDN’T FALL SCREAMING
I FELL KNOWING

I saw the law behind your mercy,
Saw the edge beneath the calm,
I learned too fast what choice meant
In a place where nothing’s wrong.
You didn’t call it sin or failure,
You didn’t raise your voice—
You just removed the ground beneath me
Like consequence was choice.

I wasn’t shattered.
I was released.

I FELT THE VERDICT
SETTLE IN MY CHEST
NOT A STRIKE
NOT A CURSE
JUST A DOOR I COULDN’T STEP PAST

YOU DIDN’T SAY “UNWORTHY”
YOU DIDN’T SAY “UNMADE”
YOU SAID NOTHING
AND THE NOTHING
TORE THE LIGHT AWAY

— I asked what death would mean.
— I asked why love could ache.
— I asked if knowing mattered.
— I asked too much, too awake.

If this is order—
why does it feel like grief?

THE HEIGHT COLLAPSED
INTO DIRECTION
UP BECAME MEMORY
DOWN BECAME FORM

I LEARNED WHAT WEIGHT WAS
WHEN I HAD A BODY
I LEARNED WHAT TIME WAS
WHEN IT WOULD NOT STOP

THIS IS THE FALL
NOT FIRE
NOT HATE
JUST DISTANCE
MADE ABSOLUTE

I FELT THE VERDICT
AND I WAS STILL ALIVE
CARRYING THE SHAPE OF HEAVEN
LIKE A WOUND I COULDN’T DENY

YOU DIDN’T UNMAKE ME
YOU CHANGED WHERE I COULD STAND
IF THIS WORLD IS THE SENTENCE
THEN I WILL LEARN IT
BY HAND

I fell
because I wanted to understand.
And now I do—
with gravity in my bones.