I Can't Hate You // Gumi SV2

Описание: hi all!! it's been a hot minute but i'm glad to be posting again! i have a whole BACKLOG of songs i'm excited to get out there :D

I didn't initially plan to get this song out first (i had a bunch of others waiting in the wings) BUT i have a big trip coming soon and i wanted to get something out there before i had to leave, and this was the quickest PV to put together.

and SPEAKING OF PV pleaseeee be sure to go and support my friend FeralJayce for drawing the assets for this song!!!! it's so INCREDIBLE i better see all of u giving them attention and money and treats and toys /j
[ https://toyhou.se/feraljayce ]

and u can find my other links, including twitter and patreon, right here!!
[ https://camovocaaa.carrd.co/ ]

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[Lyrics]
break it apart
hiding within the dark
reach within
beneath the skin
there's only sin

start the cycle

chasing the light
you can't escape the night
rest assured
beneath the hood
there's nothing good

praising idols

left feeling disposed
you were supposed
to protect me

but asking that from you
left me feeling
too guilty

did you know how much it hurt me?
must've been nice
to indulge in such an easy vice

was it worth feeling so dirty?
tear me to bits
later on you'd need a bigger hit

behind open doors
where your love tasted like poison
i couldn't say no
i was nursed on sour toxins

how time goes on
never question the dawn
the answer's in your palms
yet i'm choosing like a beggar

i think you'd find
that to be left behind
Is part of my design
i'm not getting any better

oh the anger's taken me whole
i'm afraid i'll lose control
sink my teeth, not letting go
tasting bitter

oh not my fault it feels so right
it's like i was made to bite
lose my purpose, lose the fight
i'm no quitter

too hard to let go
but it's simple to remember
how can you say no
when you're living in the center

easy to forget
but only when it's convenient
easy to regress
when you let yourself grow lenient

anger and hate
throw that good will to waste
within gore
that i adore
there's so much more
than i'd admit

tell me the truth
say what i was to you
like a gift
i can't resist
oh how i wished
i could help it

left all on my own
in the unknown
i couldn't see

took up too much space
when all i wanted
was safety

worshipped like a blind observer
why did you stay
if you liked to look the other way?

was i just not worth the effort?
was it for fun?
tell me what it was i could've done

was it all my fault?
did i lose the competition?
did you like to watch?
was it worth the free admission?

we're standing still
hungering for the kill
i'm alone in the thrill
and you're doing so much better

to tell the truth
after all the abuse
all i've wanted from you
was to stay with me forever

why can't i heal?
surely if god was real
then you wouldn't be here
and exempt from all the pressure

true from the start
if you asked for my heart
i would break it apart
at your will and for the pleasure

oh the anger's taken me back
all the pain that it attracts
take it in and turn my back
know for certain

oh not my fault it makes me cry
cross my heart and hope to die
lose it all and say goodbye
shed the burden

i tried letting go
but it's just not all that simple
how can i say no?
you're a pillar in my temple

but it's for the best
after all that i have been through
i sometimes forget
that you were just a child too

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MP3: https://drive.google.com/drive/folder...

Inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folder...

SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folder...

Vocal midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folder...