I'm Not Real - Confronting My Biggest Fear About Multiple Realities | Crisis Confessionals ~ Day 144

Описание: Hey, this is Francisca—and welcome to My Mid-Crisis L!FE 🧠✨

This week, I confronted my deepest, most irrational fear: What if I'm not the "real" version of myself?
💫 I opened up about my terrifying phobia of multiple realities and alternate timelines—the fear that somewhere out there is an "optimal Fran" making all the right decisions while I'm just a fictional sideline.
🍄 During a recent mushroom ceremony, I received profound wisdom that completely shifted my perspective on existence, purpose, and what it means to be "real."
🌟 I shared insights from "Waking Up in 5D" about how our choices create emotional signatures that feed alternate realities—and how resolving regret can collapse those timelines.
💎 And in the end, I discovered the most beautiful truth: Even if I'm not "The One," I CREATE The One. My sub-optimal decisions, my mistakes, my entire imperfect life feeds wisdom into the optimal version of me.

In this episode, I unpack:
✅ Why the fear of not being "real" has haunted me my entire life
✅ How ayahuasca revelations and the Law of One shaped my understanding of soul journeys
✅ The terrifying realization that I've made sub-optimal decisions throughout my life
✅ What mushroom medicine taught me about multiple timelines and existential purpose
✅ Why your "imperfect" life is actually the most valuable contribution to the whole
✅ How fiction and fact aren't binary concepts when it comes to existence
✅ The profound wisdom that even our mistakes create heaven on earth

TIMESTAMPS:
00:00 - Intro
00:12 - Opening and topic introduction
00:30 - Friend's ayahuasca revelation: Meeting God and understanding balance
01:19 - Heaven as a collection of experiences before reaching nirvana
01:42 - The Law of One: Soul journeys and service to self vs others
02:50 - The veil of forgetting and why choice matters
03:45 - My understanding of God as Source, not separate patriarch
04:57 - We are expressions of Source experiencing itself
05:35 - Multiple realities: My deepest phobia revealed
06:48 - The terrifying question: Which version of me is real?
07:43 - Fear of not being "OG Fran" - the optimal version
08:15 - "Waking Up in 5D": How choices create alternate realities
09:39 - My nightly intention to align all versions of myself
10:49 - Mushroom ceremony revelation: Accepting I'm not the optimal version
12:11 - The painful realization and the question of purpose
12:47 - The profound download: I CREATE The One
14:31 - Why my sub-optimal life is actually the most valuable
15:54 - Understanding that mistakes are as important as successes
16:35 - Gratitude for the wisdom and facing uncomfortable truths

Keywords:
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psychedelic therapy insights
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