Sensory Overload & ASMR | My AuDHD Travel Diary: Bangkok Week 1

Описание: Ok, hi! Yes I've been gone way longer than usual. Sorry :(
I fell into a depression during December. Why am I continuing to exist? What's the point? That kind of thing. But also felt only talking about a doodle I was doing here or rambling about something I found on reddit felt empty. I've learned at this point to just keep doing things even though that empty feeling hits hard because I know eventually it will pass and then I'll be upset for dropping off completely. So I continued to do as many of the things that were normal for me in terms of working and dealing with life (my heart), family, but dropped off from posting videos. Now I've been traveling for a bit and I have no idea how people can do youtube and travel at the same time lol. Everything is supremely difficult for me even figuring out how I'm going to get a video from my phone to my computer to edit. All the while dealing with my overcontrolled hyper neurotic, hyper spend thrift self to the point as you'll hear, it's even hard just to get myself to eat while traveling for me, lol.

👽 TikTok |   / rayninsyde  
😱 RainingDrawps Teepublic Store | https://www.teepublic.com/user/rainin...
😻 RainingInside Teepublic Store | https://www.teepublic.com/user/rainin...
🦖 RainingDrawps/RainingInside Redbubble | http://rainingdrawps.redbubble.com
🦋 Bluesky | https://bsky.app/profile/raininginsid...
🚗 My youtube asmr driving channel |    / @redmeansgo  

👉 More of my stuff: https://linktr.ee/RainingInside