I GET WET // [VENT]

Описание: you guys got your jester vents part 2! ^_^

i also saw your group chat about me too…
and shoutout to the person who ‘metaphorically’ told me to kms! you can be as loud and proud about wanting me dead as you want, but maybe don’t hide behind dumb excuses next time you’re called out on it :3c

anyways this took me about a month with on and off progress.. i was really tempted to leave it unfinished but i put a bunch of effort into it and i didn’t want to scrap it after all that work

i’m not really focusing much on art or animation anymore.. i kinda lost interest in it when stuff started getting bad again for me and i never really picked it back up again.. hopefully that changes in the future, but for now i’m just gonna keep mainly focusing on school until it’s over

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i don’t even really know what to write here, the situation that happened in this video went on for a couple months and it’s probably been the most draining and painful thing i’ve gone through in a while.. i lost the majority of my friends n the people i really really cared about so BLEGH (except toby, hai toby!!)

but err anyways, don’t see me as a victim cuz people still wanna think n care more about themselves than consider what they put me through, so the blame still heavily lies on me guys!
it’s my fault for everything.. i let it happen.. i should’ve known better.. i hurt everyone by leaving even though they drove me away from them.. i should’ve stayed with my friends even though i was being told they weren’t good for me.. LAWD! give me a break

if any of you were in my position i can assure you that you wouldn’t have known what to do either, stop being so god damn judgmental towards me
you can be hurt by it, and i understand why you would and i’m sorry about that, but oh my god consider me too.. you weren’t the mainly affected person here and i clearly didn’t want things to end up the way they did

this stuff still gets me upset and i still haven’t really fully processed it yet either… i don’t even know how to feel about it anymore n i think about it pretty often, so.. if i do make any other vents, it’s probably gonna be on this again

i get wet -    • I Get Wet