Welcome to my private Hell

Описание: they see control
they don’t see weight

I carry calm like loaded steel
I speak in lines I never feel
my hands don’t shake
my voice won’t crack
I give them strength
I don’t give facts

every weakness I don’t show
every truth I swallow whole
they call it discipline
I call it survival

Tension tight beneath the surface
no one hears the grinding circuits
I hold it down
I lock it well
until it feels like—

Welcome to my private hell
the wound that never healed

Every weakness buried deep
Every truth I choke and keep

This is where the silence lives
where nothing softens what it gives

Some people pray to feel redeemed
I learned to function in between
I wear the weight
I never shout
I burn inside
but don’t burn out

no sympathy
no rescue call
I learned to brace
against it all
they see composure
they don’t see flame

It’s not a phase
It’s not a cry
it’s what survives
when hope runs dry

I hold it in
I let it swell
until it feels like—

Welcome to my private hell
the wound that never healed

Every weakness buried deep
Every truth I lock and keep

This is strength that never yields
This is fire with no end

WELCOME
INSIDE

THIS
IS
THE
PRICE

I
PAY

EVERY
DAY

NO
SYMPATHY

NO
SAVING
ME

NO
LIGHT

BURN
WITH
ME

OR
GET
OUT

NO
SAVING
ME

NO
LIGHT

Welcome to my private hell
the wound that never healed

Every weakness buried deep
Every truth I lock and keep

This is strength that never yields
This is fire with no end

Welcome to my private hell
private hell

Every weakness buried deep
buried deep

Every truth I lock and keep
lock and keep

This is strength that never yields
never yields

This is fire with no end
no end

Welcome to my private hell

PRIVATE HELL