Azalith - Roommates in a Ruin

Описание: Present tense limbo: broken up but still sharing an apartment, watching her emotionally check out and maybe move on while you count down days to move‑out and try not to fall apart at work and at home.

Lyrics:
We sleep on opposite sides of the same collapsing ship
You scroll laughing on the couch while I am sinking in my chest
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Boxes stacked against the wall like a countdown made of tape
End‑of‑month is marked in red, but tonight I can’t escape

You talk lighter on your phone now, turn your body to the screen
Smile I haven’t seen in months comes out easy when you speak

Every notification ding feels like someone taking my place
You’re already in the future, I’m still frozen in this space

We’re a ghost of what we were
Sharing rent and haunted dirt
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You move on like flipping rooms
I’m still choking on the fumes

We’re just roommates in a ruin, counting days until I go
You’re rehearsing your next chapter while I’m stuck inside the show
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If you’re already with another, I can feel it in your tone
But that doesn’t make me worthless, it just means I heal alone

You can decorate your rebound, I’ll be cleaning out my chest
You can keep this broken castle, I’ll go search for somewhere rest
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We’re just roommates in a ruin, sharing walls but not a heart
You moved out of us already, I’m still learning how to start

You leave makeup on the counter like a stranger’s gonna see
Different jeans, a different perfume, like you’re practicing to leave

I pretend that I don’t notice when you smile at your own phone
But my stomach hits the floor each time you giggle like you’re home

You say, “We’re better off as friends,” then don’t talk to me for days
Unless it’s about the bills or trash or how the dog was raised
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I keep shrinking to the corners, headphones on to drown you out
But the silence in between us is just you already out

We’re a crime scene painted beige
You’ve moved on inside this cage

You walk past me like I’m air
I still feel you everywhere

We’re just roommates in a ruin, counting days until I go
You’re rehearsing your next chapter while I’m stuck inside the show
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If you’re already with another, I can feel it in your tone
But that doesn’t make me worthless, it just means I heal alone

You can decorate your rebound, I’ll be cleaning out my chest
You can keep this broken castle, I’ll go search for somewhere rest
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We’re just roommates in a ruin, sharing walls but not a heart
You moved out of us already, I’m still learning how to start

You get ready in the bathroom like you’re going on a date
I’m pretending not to notice while my ribs investigate

Every laugh you send your phone way is a stab behind my eyes
I keep telling myself, “Fine, let her go, you’ll still survive”

But surviving in the same room where you broke and bruised my spine
Where the cops wrote what you did down, where we said we’d “be just fine”

Feels like living in a movie where the set won’t let me leave
You’re already in the credits, I’m stuck watching every scene

You’re not my future, not my home
Just the house I have to go
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End‑of‑month is exit sign
I’ll walk past you, not rewind

We’re just roommates in a ruin, and I’m circling my escape
You can play pretend with someone new, I won’t beg for one more taste
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If you’re already with another, that’s just proof you never grew
I’ll be learning how to love myself in rooms untouched by you

You can decorate your rebound, repaint over what you did
But the walls inside my body won’t keep echoing your script
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We’re just roommates in a ruin, but I won’t be here for long
When that calendar page flips over, I’ll be gone and you’ll be wrong

Sharing rent is not the same as sharing hearts or sharing trust
You can keep this haunted hallway, I’ll step out and shake off dust
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When I lock a different door behind me, leave this place without a sound
You’ll be just a burned‑out building that I finally walked around

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