Joshua Graham teaches you how to be a man + øneheart x reidenshi - snowfall (slowed)

Описание: When I started this channel, I was at a very dark place in my life. I wanted to distract me from the pain that is life and that life was meaningless. I remember when I got my first couple hundred and then my first 1000 views. I would never expect that some people would resonate with me and my pain. It made me happy. I didn't feel alone anymore because of the love I got from all over the world. And when this channel started to go of more and my videos got a wider audience I was stressed. Because of the expectations I set for myself in my videos, that every video should be better than the last. I always wanted to make money on YouTube and create something only for myself. But I made zero money with this channel and I'm honestly quite glad that I learned an important lesson: helping people is worth more than money can ever buy. I noticed that many people in my comments were at a similar point in life as I was and it changed my perspective on life, that my videos made an impact on those people. At the end of the day, we are all humans and nothing can change that fact, but that doesn't mean that we shouldn't try and push forward every day and help others. So as you are reading this I want to speak directly to you my friend: be kind, forgive yourself and start loving again. I know it's hard but you can do it. It took me very long to understand these lessons, but I hope that all of you guys can feel every emotion while watching my videos. This is why I chose Joshua Graham's speech paired with my favorite song as my last video. It'll teach you a lesson even when I'm gone. I wish I could hug all of you that felt the same as me at that time, be strong and hold on. Thank you all for the lesson I learned I'll never forget this time. Love KILLxKILL
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original song:    • øneheart x reidenshi - snowfall (Slowed + ...  
Joshua's speech:    • Joshua Graham teaches you how to be a man