I've been so lonely

Описание: I've been so lonely

Written and produced by Michael Stewart

Some songs come from a place that many people recognise but don’t always talk about — the feeling of loving someone deeply while waiting for them to fully step toward you.

My song “I’ve Been So Lonely” explores that quiet, emotional space between hoping and certainty.

At the heart of the song is a relationship where love is present, but it’s not yet free. She knows how he feels, yet something keeps them apart. That tension appears right at the beginning of the lyric:
“She treats me cruel
Oh but I know she loves me.”

This line reflects a contradiction many people experience in relationships — moments when someone may not yet let you in fully or yet still can't for some reason. The song doesn’t approach this from anger, but from longing and belief. A belief in them finding their way and respecting it. Waiting isn't a bad thing it's the only thing you can do for its worth it.

Waiting can stretch time in strange ways, and the song tries to capture that feeling where tomorrow keeps moving further away:
“But she hides me away for she says tomorrow’s the day
One day one day after another seems so far away.”

Here, “tomorrow” becomes more than just a day — it represents hope. But it can suspended you a sense but its a step towards what is really everything.

The emotional core of the song appears in the chorus, where the loneliness is spoken plainly:
“I’ve been lonely so lonely
I’ll begged her so
You and me was all I want you see
I’ve been waiting waiting for her heart.”

This part of the lyric captures vulnerability. It’s about admitting that all you really want is to be together, without conditions or delays being free. The repetition of “waiting” mirrors the emotional state of someone who has held on for a long time.

As the song progresses, there’s also a realization about time — something that quietly runs through many love stories:
“Far away seems so far
I’ll be old older still then I say one day.”

It gives the song a reflective tone, almost like someone looking ahead and wondering if the moment will ever arrive.

Yet despite the uncertainty, the song never loses its central truth. He still believes in the love between them:
“She treats me cruel I must be a fool
Oh but I know she loves me.”
In many ways, “I’ve Been So Lonely” is about patience, hope, and the complicated space where love exists.

And perhaps the biggest message in the song is hidden in one quiet idea:
that sometimes the hardest part of love isn’t finding it — it’s waiting for it to arrive at the same time for both people.

LYRIC

She treats
She treats me cruel
Oh but I know she loves me

She’s all I want she knows I want her so
She knows I love her you see
But she hides me away for she says tomorrows the day
One day one day after another seems so far away (away)

Far away seems so far
I’ll be old older still then I say one day
She will say please
Please free me from now

I’ve been lonely so lonely (lonely)
I’ll begged her so
You and me was all I want you see
I’ve been waiting waiting for her heart (her heart)
We’ve been apart oh oooh my heart

Now she wants me so I want her too
Tomorrow may never come that’s what I know
All I want is her its true

Oh ooowh
She’s all I want want she knows …so
She knows I love her

I’ve been lonely so lonely lonely
I’ll begged her so
You and me was all I want
I’ve been waiting waiting for her heart (her heart)
We’ve been apart oh oooh my heart



But she hides me away
Waiting she says tomorrow will be the day

She treats me cruel I must be a fool
Oh but I know she loves me