Processing Feelings Differently / Sharing Out Loud / Loneliness

Описание: When I have more videos than viewers why keep doing this? Because processing out loud helps me process the world.

0:00 Intro
1:00 making videos
2:00 too sensitive
2:45 more videos than viewers
3:15 rejection sensitivity
3:45 feelings log-jammed
5:00 survival over feelings
7:00 overwhelm can hit the survival button
8:00 processing feelings as a project
8:40 writing, drawing, animations, music, poetry to process
9:30 Crappy Childhood Fairy
10:30 talking about feelings
11:15 melancholia
11:50 video link
13:00 discouraging to make unwatched videos
14:00 meeting my first autistic friends
15:00 ASD diagnosis for mental health
15:30 I need to ask for what I need
16:00 therapist door knob realization: I need community

The musical animation video about the burnout cycle I reference is here:    • Try Harder / The Burnout Cycle / Processin...  

Music: Different This Time, a demo in progress by me, Arlene Bishop.

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