Dean & Castiel • This goodbye [+13x05]

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○ Thanks for watching (hope you enjoy it).

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SPOILER: Season 13 has been used.

»I know I should be stronger
'cause I think that's what you'd want.
You'd be so ashamed if you
could see the nothing I've become.«

This video has a story behind. A few days ago I dreamed about this edit, I made it and I saw almost every scene about it while being broadcast on TV (WTF?) as trailer of the last ep. So, when I woke up from it, I decided to make almost the same video (for what I could remember about it) in fact I was almost going crazy with this one, so much so that, it took me 5 days to finish it. And, actually, I'm very proud of the end result, in addition to the fact that there's an emotional feeling bonded to the dream itself.
So guys, I hope you enjoy “my dream” and as always, I wish you a good day/evening.

○ A VERY IMPORTANT “P.S” TO ME: BETH CROWLEY CONGRATS WITH ME ON INSTAGRAM SAYING THAT THIS’S A GREAT EDIT! I CAN’T BELIEVE IT YET! (sorry but I’m too happy about this and I wanted share with you my happiness).
○ Beth Crowley reposted it on her IG profile.

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✻ Voiceovers:

“ I killed two angels this week. Those are my brothers. I'm hunted, I rebelled and I did all of it, for you! And you failed. And I lost everything...for nothing. ”

“ No!! ”

“ I'm fine. ”

“ Look, you're not, Dean. ”

“ You have changed. ”

“ Maybe you're not that guy anymore. The guy who saves the world, the guy who always thinks he'll win no matter what. You have changed. And you tell people it's not a big deal. You tell people you'll work through it, but you know you won't, you can't. And that scares the hell out of you. ”

“ It doesn't matter. I don't matter. ”

“ I couldn't save Mom. I couldn't save Cas. Sam keeps trying to fix it, but I just keep dragging him down. ”

“ You really believe that. You wanna die. ”

“ I know how you look into a mirror and hate what you see. ”

“ How many people have suffered and died because they believed in you? ”

“ Now, people die just because you want them to! ”

“ I'm sorry for your losses. ”

“ You, me. We're just better together. ”

“ Look, I don't need to feel like hell for failing you, okay? For failing you like I've failed every other godforsaken thing that I care about! I don't need it! ”

“ You okay? ”

“ No. Sam I'm not okay, I'm pretty far from okay. You know in my whole life, I always believed that what we do was important. No matter what the cost, no matter who we lost. Whether it was Dad or Bobby or...and I would take the hit. But I kept on fighting because I believed that we were making the world a better place. And now Mom and Cas and I...I don't know. I don't know. ”

“ So you don't believe anymore. ”

“ I just need a win. I just need a damn win. ”

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✻ Song: This Goodbye.
✻ Artist: Beth Crowley.
✻ Show: Supernatural.
✻ Program: Sony Vegas Pro 13.
✻ Coloring: Ciera Allstar.

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