36. Theodicy Vol. 3--Shogun's Hero

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I used to smoke blunts with Agony,
She’d talk like fire and laugh like grief.
Told me the sky gave her apathy,
Said, "God’s just silence with golden teeth."

She wore her pain like a denim vest,
With stitched-up names of all her dead.
Said, “Hope is cheap when your heart’s a mess—
I stopped believing what prophets said.”

But I could feel some spark beneath her doubt,
Like she was screaming, just not out loud...

Still I believe in the light I could follow,
Even if I’m lost, even if it’s hollow.
Even when the night won’t give me rest,
There’s a flicker still alive in my chest.
If pain’s the price of something true,
Then I will break and bleed with you.
We’re not alone in the fire or the shadow—
There is a light we could follow.

She said she once saw the Savior’s face,
In a hospital hall where her sister died.
He didn’t preach or promise grace—
He wept and sat there by her side.

“I knew Him then,” she whispered low,
“But time can rot the things you know.
If He still loves, He loves from far—
Or maybe we just outgrow the stars.”

But still her hands were shaking like a prayer,
Like somewhere deep, she knew He was there...

Still I believe in the light I could follow,
Even if I’m bruised, even if it’s borrowed.
Even if the answers never came,
I won’t let go of that sacred name.
If pain’s the price of something true,
Then I will break and bleed with you.
We’re not alone in the fire or the shadow—
There is a light we could follow.

What if suffering makes us whole?
What if mercy’s found in the deepest holes?
What if God’s not gone, just holding space,
For every broken, battered face?

She said,
“If I let go, what’s left of me?”
I said,
“Maybe your heart. Maybe you’re free.”
She laughed like thunder, then looked away—
But didn’t deny what I tried to say.

We burned the blunt down to the end,
And passed it like a final friend.
No resurrection, no divine sign—
Just aching hearts, still intertwined.

And maybe that’s the holiest thing:
Not answers, but a place to sing.
Not heaven loud or fate foretold—
Just one more soul you choose to hold.

So I believe in the light I could follow,
Even if I drown in doubt tomorrow.
Even if I fall or lose the way,
Your voice still brings a better day.
If pain’s the price of something true,
Then I will stand and fight with you.
We’re not alone in the fire or the shadow—
There is a light we could follow.

She said, “I used to choke on the hollow...”
"But I found in my chest a light I could follow."
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