[SAR-025/TA&HE] NULLtraum: 18. The Tears I've Wasted

Описание: ~~~~~
The final symbol, the realisation of the fact related to the amount of tears Klara cried for nothing.
Tears wasted in hugs, tears wasted in hardships, tears wasted during the breaking of the whole relationship.
Yeah, call me a sensitive b**ch, but I know that I am one, so it would be nothing new for me to hear.
I dearly loved her and it truly hurt when I had to let go of her, when I had to kill the hope that I wanted to hold so damn close and when I found out that she was actively cheating on me.
The tears I've wasted are countless, the amount even if attempted to be counted would be a number so big that it would end up as being deemed incomputable.
I really have no idea what to think of this all, I am both sad and happy.
Sad that, once again I had to go through something like that, but also happy, because I was able to gain a lot of knowledge from it and as an addition to the knowledge, I’ve realised that all this time I wasn’t actually alone.
My Internet friends, whom I’ve known for years and I know that they will forever stay.
I am glad to have you all & I know that I’ve said that I love you all countless times, but each time I mean it even more.
Thank you all for letting me learn how to function and giving me a chance to find a place I now call home - The Speedcore Community and also my dear friend Kofeina-chan.
Most notably Ragracs_sama and Diabarha, who without them I wouldn’t have ever been able to meet such amazing people.
If not for them, I wouldn’t be bringing this album to you all.
Thank you for listening, reading and supporting me!
I hope you, my dear viewers, enjoyed this creation - taken straight out of my fragile heart…
and I hope that this album might serve as a catharsis for you too, as I must admit that… the only reason I make music is to give myself a catharsis to all my bad experiences and traumas.
See you again, soon!
~~~~~
Album Title: The Architect & Her Echo [SAR-025/TA&HE]
Track Number/Title: 18/18 “The Tears I’ve Wasted”
Artist: NULLtraum
Scale: None
BPM: 10129.56, 20259.12
Genres: Experimental Supertone, Supertone
Release: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/releas...
~~~~~
.　 +⠀ ⠀
⠀˚⠀ ⣴⠟⠉⠉⠛⢦⡀⢀⣴⠛⠉⠈⠙⠻⣄
⠀⠀⣼⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣦
⠀⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿
⠀⠀⠿⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⡆
⠀⠀⠀⢻⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡼⠃
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠻⢦⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⡴⠛
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠛⠶⣄⠶⠋ ⠀⠀⠀+. *
~~~~~