Koshko – Give Them Everything

Описание: I’m not a writer and I’m not a musician.
I’m just a guy who decided to share his love for his children with the whole world.
To fit all of that love into music, artificial intelligence helped me.
There’s no need to say much — this is something you have to feel.

TXT:

I wake up — it’s already night
I lie down — it’s already day
Three of them sleep
and I’m still
trying to keep up

Coffee’s gone cold
phone on the table
I’m not there
I’m not here

I count the hours
I don’t count myself
I want to give them everything
but I’m losing it now

I choose
and it’s never you
I choose
and it’s never us

I work
so you can live someday
But someday
never
comes home

Their drawings on the wall
I look without seeing
I nod,
I smile,
I’m close
but I’m missing

Little hands
pull on my sleeve
I rush
like someone’s
waiting for me

I want to be a father
not a shadow in the door
I want to be right now
but right now
is fear

I choose
the job and the bills
I choose
the future
at a cost

I lose
their laughs
their “dad, stay a bit”
I build them a world
while breaking
my own

If I break —
will they survive?
If I stay —
will we survive?

I stay quiet
to be strong
I’m strong
to stay quiet

I choose
every day
every time
Between “someday”
and
“dad, right now”

I work
so I won’t be nothing
And I’m scared
one day
I won’t be
their everything