将晚逢晴(When we met at twilight)

Описание: 词曲：杜巍巍 ｜Song by: Weiwei DU

故事是这样的: 2017年9月2日，在西班牙比利牛斯山的Anisclo峡谷徒步一天之后，我想去看一下Vio 小村的罗曼式教堂。谁知阴错阳差到了Vio对面的 Buerba村，在村道上遇到一个女孩。。。

当时的我，正处在一个极大的心灵挣扎之中，我已经厌倦和看透职场上对金钱和权势的追求，心里有一个声音在呼唤我开启一种全新的生活。但是物质的诱惑实在太大，对未来的不确定性的担忧总是将我拖回到苟且偷安中。我就这样在矛盾的拉锯战中生活了好几年。

在偏远的大山之中遇到晴晴和一位不知名的人，使我对“自由”有了新的理解。以前以为，自由就是可以按着自己的心愿走动（如出行自由），可以随心所欲地表达自己（如言论自由），可以不用劳作就能生存（如财务自由），但是这种来自外界的“自由”不仅可以被剥夺或失去，而且也不一定带来幸福。真正的自由，必须来自真正的“自己”，并且是不可能被剥夺或失去的。当一个人用“真我的心”去面对一切时，无论外在境遇如何，他心中了然，毫不犹豫，无需选择，不会误判，不再向小我的私利和短见妥协，这才是真正的自由（自己主宰）。

从那天以后，我决心只听从心里的那个呼唤，进入不惑。

The story goes like this: On 2 September 2017, after a day's hike in the Anisclo Gorge of Spain's Pyrenees, I intended to visit the Romanesque church in the hamlet of Vio. By some twist of fate, I ended up in the village of Buerba opposite Vio, where I met a girl on the village road...At that time, I was in the throes of profound inner turmoil. Weary and disillusioned by the corporate world's relentless pursuit of money and power, a voice within me yearned to embrace a radically different existence. Yet the allure of material comforts proved overwhelming, and anxieties about an uncertain future constantly dragged me back into a state of complacent stagnation. For years, I lived caught in this tug-of-war of conflicting desires.

Meeting Qingqing and a stranger amidst these remote mountains gave me a fresh understanding of ‘freedom.’ I had previously believed freedom meant moving according to one's desires (such as freedom of movement), expressing oneself without restraint (such as freedom of speech), or surviving without being forced to work (such as financial freedom). Yet this external ‘freedom’ could not only be stripped away or lost, but also did not necessarily bring happiness. True freedom must stem from one's authentic SELF and cannot be taken away or lost. When one faces life with one's true SELF, regardless of external circumstances, one possesses inner clarity, acts without hesitation, requires no choices, avoids misjudgments, and no longer compromises with the petty interests and short-sightedness of the ego. This is true FREEDOM.

From that day forth, I resolved to listen only to that inner call, entering a state of unconfused understanding.

将晚逢晴
When we met at twilight

词曲：杜巍巍 ｜Song by: Weiwei DU
我走错了村子
正有心无心地逛
看各色烟囱
古色古香
精心地诱惑着远处
山峦迷离变幻的城堡
夏日将尽未尽
这暖风中带着一丝凉
吹着田园风光旖旎
日头将落未落
在云中躲躲闪闪
偷窥着返古归真的静寂
突然，在唯一的村道上
一个海南女孩
浑身的灵气
满面的春光
一骑红车
从!天!而!降！

来我家坐坐吧，
等我先去捡几个土鸡蛋！

她的声音又纯又脆又爽
使人想起缅甸庙宇风中的铜铃
她的小院柴扉半掩
家花野草争相茂盛
她的茶很清，点心亦很淡
象话语，不经心，却着意
她的笑颜清澈得象山溪
照见一切，包括她自己
她的厨房是核弹重地
厉声警告闲人莫入

她的客厅蓝，壁炉黑，福字红
一抹斜阳，是最亮的油漆
她的故事象一只飞向太阳的鸟
每根羽毛都闪着自由

世间一回不经意的迷路
换来如此的萍水相逢
这样轻轻的一碰即离
美得让人心里隐隐作痛

啊，她的故事象一只飞向太阳的鸟
每根羽毛都闪着自由

I lost my way into a village
Wandering along
I watched the chimneys
varied, old with grace
artfully seducing far-off castles
in the shimmering and changing mountains

Summer was ending, not yet gone
Warm wind carried a hint of coolness
combing the painted countryside
The sun was about to set
Hiding among the clouds
it peeked at a stillness as old as time


Then—on the village’s lone road—
suddenly appeared a girl from Hainan
alive with spirit
spring light on her face
She rode a red bicycle
straight down from the sky!

Come have tea at my place
I’ll fetch a few eggs first!

Her voice was pure, crisp, and bright
like the temple bells in Burmese breeze
Her small courtyard gate stood half closed
flowers and weeds grew freely
Her tea was clear, her snacks light
like words, casual, yet meant with care
Her smile was as clear as a mountain stream
reflecting everything, including herself
Her kitchen was a forbidden zone
Hear the stern warning: KEEP OUT!

Her walls blue, hearth black, “fortune” red
The last sun ray painted everything bright
Her story was like a bird flying to the sun
every feather flashing with freedom
One careless wrong turn in this world
brought such a chance encounter
So light a touch, so quick a parting
so beautiful that the heart softly ached

Her story was like a bird flying to the sun
every feather flashing with freedom