CAVEAT / YI XI

Описание: how maddening that even lifelong dreams must come with such a violent, god-awful caveat.
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music, mv / kian https://bsky.app/profile/kiandoesnt.b...
vocal / yi xi
soundcloud /   / caveat  
bandcamp / https://kiandoesnt.bandcamp.com/album...
streaming (pre-save) / https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kia...
instrumental , svp, midi / https://drive.google.com/drive/folder...

[lyrics]
I'm in quite the predicament
I'll go to hell if things don't turn around soon
I think i might be ran through
I've been quite the experiment
Of only being told "You're the very best"
I have no evidence

I can't wait until I die
Maybe then, I'll feel alive
Picture-perfect sacrifice
Fucked with all it's god damn life

"Another 𝘸𝘰𝘦-𝘪𝘴-𝘮𝘦 creator on the scene"
"Another shitfuck, bastard, tryhard-wannabe"
"Only, maybe, could you go and move your scheduled death ahead another week?"
"I have a new release."
"And may it Rest In Peace"

It's been quite the experience
Being burned in the shade of people who despise me
I wonder what their side thinks
It's been fun failing being bold
I'm left behind in the rabbit hole
Really, how could it not feel so?

(Why won't you leave without me)
(Ran over by the trolley)
(My mind is not a body)
(I won't survive the party)
(Gut me outside the lobby)
(My vision growing spotty)
(You lay me out so proudly)
(Dive into me, you're drowning)
I've come to just accept I'm worth nobody's time
In the end, though I try
I can't change the fact I'll never see the light
Or the shitty nature, of which I create
Call it fate
This is terror-made
Screw me over until I fucking break

"Another 𝘸𝘰𝘦-𝘪𝘴-𝘮𝘦 creator on the scene"
"Another shitfuck, bastard, tryhard-wannabe"
"Only, maybe, could you go and move your scheduled death ahead another week?"
"I have a new release."
"And may it Rest In Peace"

(Why would you leave without me?)
(Why would you leave without me?)
(Why would you leave without me?)
(Why would you leave without me?)
(Why would you leave without me?)
(Why would you leave without me?)
(Why would you leave without me?)
(Why would you leave without me?)








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