Tears - J90

Описание: This is a song called Tears. It is from our album Butterflies in Jars. The album is available on Spotify and itunes.

Hi . Ger here.
I'd like to dedicate this song to my brother, Brian Murphy.
Brian passed away many years ago, when he was 30, under very tragic circumstances . A while after, i wrote this song.
I wanted to share this song again, with a video, on this date, October 21st, as it is Brians birthday .
I also wanted to share this video with people who have also lost someone close to them in the hope that when you watch this video and listen to the words, you allow yourself to feel something for the person who you have lost. Allow yourself to feel sad. Allow yourself to cry. Allow yourself to get upset and emotional. But also allow yourself to smile and even laugh at some of the memories you have. Let it out for just a few minutes and hopefully you will feel good afterward.
It's ok to feel shity every now and then. Give yourself that and don't feel guilty for it. I think it shows how much that person impacted your life.
Talk to someone. Talk to me if you like. Find an outlet that you can separate and disconnect from everything and use that time to think and breathe and clear you mind.
It is very important to me to mark these occasions and anniversaries.
I miss my big brother everyday. He loved and supported what i was doing and loved to come see J90 and was always up the front singing and dancing and full of life.
So i think he would like that this song is dedicated to him.
Stumps up Bro!!

TEARS
I never said goodbye when you went away
Whats good about goodbye anyway
There was just the two of us
Now i'm so oblivious , yeah
nothing i done would have made you stay

Tears fall like rain
I despise all this pain
It's the hardest thing that i'll ever do
I still miss you

I'm all alone in a crowded room
I bump off everyone as i look for you.
I look up, i look around,
I dreamt that you were back in town , yeah
I have to speak to you and make you stay

Here stands a broken man
With tears and ashes in his hand
Wondering what it could have been
Tormented by the things he's seen
Yet we try to carry on
Remembering who has come and gone
Griping on to memories
Flowing through each one of these.

Tears fall like rain
I despise all this pain
It's the hardest thing that i'll ever do
I still miss you