Ryder Knox - Trying

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[Verse 1]

I’ve been running in circles,
Trying to fit into the shape they made.
Changing colors like the seasons,
Losing pieces of myself along the way.
Every mirror shows a stranger,
Someone I can’t recognize.
I keep reaching for the person
They keep seeing in their eyes.

[Pre-Chorus]

But how do you become
What you’ve never been?
When the bar keeps rising
Higher again?

[Chorus]

I’m trying to become someone
They can love, they can trust, they can hold.
But every step I take forward
Turns into a story untold.
I give everything I have
Till there’s nothing left to save.
But no matter how hard I climb,
I’m stuck beneath the weight
Of trying to become someone
I’m scared I’ll never make.

[Verse 2]

I’ve been stitching every failure
Into armor for my soul.
Smiling like I’m stronger,
When I’m breaking from control.
They say “just be better,”
Like it’s easy to erase
All the battles, all the fears,
All the scars I try to chase.

[Pre-Chorus]

But I’m tired of pretending
That I’m not falling behind.
Trying to fix the shattered parts
With hope I barely find.

[Chorus]

I’m trying to become someone
They can love, they can trust, they can hold.
But every step I take forward
Turns into a story untold.
I give everything I have
Till there’s nothing left to save.
But no matter how hard I climb,
I’m stuck beneath the weight
Of trying to become someone
I’m scared I’ll never make.

[Bridge]

Maybe I was meant to be
More broken than they know.
Maybe strength is just the courage
To stay when you want to go.
Maybe someday I’ll wake up
And finally see the truth,
That the only one I need to be
Is the one I lost in my youth.

[Final Chorus]

I’m trying to become someone
But maybe that someone is me.
The one I buried under fear,
Beneath who they wanted me to be.
If I could learn to breathe again,
To walk in my own skin,
Maybe I’d see the person
I was searching for within.
I’m done trying to become someone
For a world that couldn’t stay.
I’m becoming who I really am…
Even if it takes the pain.


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