Everyone's Probably Over Me - Smyles

Описание: This is my own song

Lyrics:
Verse 1 (whisper-soft)
I saw your story, you looked happy
Different crowd, same café
I almost texted “miss you lately”
But erased it anyway

You said “we should hang out soon”
That was like a month ago
I keep screenshots of old conversations
Like proof I didn’t imagine us

Pre-Chorus (building tension)
Maybe I’m dramatic
Maybe I’m too much
Maybe I just feel things
Way deeper than I should

Every little silence
Feels like a goodbye
Every “lol” with no emoji
Hits me harder than it should, why?

Chorus (soft but painful)
Do all my friends hate me?
Or am I just afraid?
Every time it gets too quiet
I think I’ve been replaced

Tell me if I’m crazy
Tell me if it’s fine
Why do I feel lonely
When I’m standing in a line?

(Beat starts adding synth pulse)*

Verse 2 (more raw)
You all laughed and I laughed too
But I felt it lag behind
Like I’m watching from the outside
Of my own life sometimes

I change my voice, I change my jokes
I change the way I stand
Trying to be the version
Of me that they won’t abandon

Pre-Chorus 2 (heavier build)
If I disappeared tomorrow
Would it matter? Would it sting?
Or would the group chat just keep buzzing
Like I was never anything?

(EDM build rising)
Hands up to my overthinking
Heartbeat syncing with the bass
If I scream inside a crowded room
Would anyone hear the break?

DROP CHORUS (Full EDM, emotional but hype)

Do they hate me? Hate me?
Or is it all in my head?
Every unread message
Feels like something left unsaid

If I fade out slowly
Would they notice I’m gone?
Or am I just background music
They don’t turn on?

(Synth lead, vocal chops: “hate me – hate me – hate me”)

(Beat cuts. Just piano + soft pad)

Bridge (sad sad part)

I’m tired of apologizing
For things I didn’t do
Tired of shrinking down
So I don’t inconvenience you

I don’t wanna beg for space
In a room I helped create
I just wanna feel wanted
Without having to translate

(Silence… then hopeful pad fades in)

Pre-Chorus 3 (hope turning point)

Maybe they don’t hate me
Maybe I’m just scared
Maybe my own shadow
Is the thing that’s always there

Maybe not every silence
Means I’ve been erased
Maybe I deserve love
Even on my worst days

Final Chorus (Bigger, brighter EDM)

Maybe they don’t hate me
Maybe I’m okay
Maybe I don’t have to
Push myself away

If I’m loud or awkward
If I overthink at night
The ones who really love me
Won’t disappear from sight

So if you hear this song
And you feel the same way too
You’re not the only one
I promise — me too.
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Lyrics By: ‪@SmylesFN‬
Song By: ‪@SmylesFN‬