I Miss Who I Was

Описание: #music #randb #english #pops #modern
Modern american pop-R&B.

[Verse 1]
3 a.m., city breathing through the glass
Your name still buzzing in my past
I told myself I'm doing fine
But your shadow’s walking next to mine

Your jacket still smells like your lies
Promises dressed up in white
I scroll my phone like I might find
The version of you that didn’t say goodbye

[Pre-Chorus]
I tried to burn the letters down
But the smoke keeps spelling out your sound
Every road I drive alone
Still feels like your way home

[Chorus]
I don’t miss you, I miss who I was
Before I learned love isn’t enough
You were fire, yeah you were fast
But you left me living in the ash
I don’t hate you, I just can’t stay
In a story that fades away
I’m learning how to breathe again
Without your hands, without pretending

[Verse 2]
Your friends say you’re doing great
New girl, new town, new mistakes
Funny how you moved so fast
While I’m unpacking what we had

I hear our song in every store
I don’t cry like I did before
Guess pain gets tired of me
Or maybe I’m finally free

[Pre-Chorus]
I see your face in strangers’ eyes
But it’s losing all its power tonight
I’m not broken, just bent
Still standing in the wreck you left

[Chorus]
I don’t miss you, I miss who I was
Before I learned love isn’t enough
You were fire, yeah you were fast
But you left me living in the ash
I don’t hate you, I just can’t stay
In a story that fades away
I’m learning how to breathe again
Without your hands, without pretending

[Bridge]
Maybe we were right at the wrong time
Maybe love’s not meant to survive
I won’t beg, I won’t chase
I’m done running in your maze

If you call in the middle of the night
I won’t pick up, I won’t fight
Some doors close to let you see
Who you are when you’re finally free

[Final Chorus]
I don’t miss you, I miss who I was
But I’m stronger now, I’ve had enough
You were fire, yeah you were fast
But I walked out of the ash
I don’t hate you, I just moved on
Found my voice in every song
I’m learning how to love again
Starting with myself, not pretending

[Outro]
Sunrise in my rearview glass
I’m not looking back
I’m not looking back