Just Thoughts EP 4 | Beating Myself Up, Valentines, Failed Recording

Описание: Hello again. Today is a sad upload, and the reason why is because I've been really just bad to myself. I'm just thinking about how stupid I am, past mistakes, and how much of an overall annoyance I can be to people around me. I do talk about how my weight hurts my mental state and that I don't really do anything to change it. Alongside talking about how valentines have been ruined for me because of the way I feel to others whenever it comes around, especially newly met people. Being clingy, obsessive, to a point where if they are not online, I feel completely empty and don't feel like doing anything at all until they do come online. Then a failed recording that started this whole chain reaction of just hurtfulness towards myself. I apologize if this description makes it seems like it's overreacting lol, I'm just trying to get the point across that this video is just a... well... a vent I guess, I know that usually its stuff about my weeks and how they have been but this week hasn't been that great to me, mainly just my mental state and stuff that has been happening. I did start to feel better after watching some of the old episodes, mainly just going from the start to the end and seeing how much happier I am from the start of the episode to the end lol, sadly that didn't happen here. Anyways, enough yapping from me.

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No Feeling Is Final; There Is a Tomorrow.