Brian & Justin | time

Описание: "it's only time"

after everyone and their grandma have vidded this song, here i am with yet another completely unnecessary rendition of it

it's just .. time is such a major theme running through brian/justin that i couldn't help myself.
there's no time, as the song has it: we value time because time is constantly running out
time is never enough, a sum of moments slipping away from us like water

yet, time is also irrelevant to some things because those things are so meaningful and intense
that our experience of time seems to be condensed in one single instance,
hours weeks months and years all piled on top of each other


to me, that's what brian and justin represent
moments of heightened awareness, snapshots of momentous truth and realizations
all slowed down and merged together in a dreamlike glide of colors and lights
and meanwhile, the leaving and the coming back - all the endless waiting -
wrapped up in the space between beginning and end till you can't separate one from the other


i tried to convey this although i'm not sure i succeded
(also forgive me the terrible quality of the clips)
i know i haven't vidded them in years but .. w/e it doesn't matter, it's only time.


voiceovers:
"in a year, probably not even that long, you won't even remember my name"; "don't go, you can't go"; "i know who you are, i don't expect you to change, in fact i don't even want you to"; "where you going?"; "i think this belongs to you"; "i don't plan on ever looking back, and i expect you to do the same"; "when can i see you again?"; "so what you tell him?"; "i told him that he could see me in his dreams"; "i'll see you in your dreams"; "that little persistent kid has somehow got in under the wire"; "what about me? what about you?"; "you don't hear what you want so you leave"; "if you had any fucking brains at all you would never have let me leave"; "he was never perfectly happy, waiting for years for you to say i love you, you're the only one i want"; "that's not who i am"; "don't we all know"; " pls dont let anything happen to him"; "i dont believe in love"; "it was love to me"