My Favorite Ghost

Описание: Midnight peeking through the blinds
Static dancing in my mind
City breathing, cold and blue
Every streetlight reminds me of you

Phone lights up then goes black
I replay what we never had
I’m talking to the ceiling again
Like it knows how this’ll end

I trace your shadow on the wall
Even when you don’t call
You’re everywhere, you’re nowhere close
I feel you most when I feel alone

I’m wide awake while the world sleeps
Counting cracks in the concrete
You’re a ghost I chose to keep
Just out of reach, just haunting me

I don’t need you, that’s a lie
I say your name, you won’t reply
Every thought just circles back
To the space you left intact

Hands shake when I almost move on
Every song reminds me you’re gone
I keep you locked behind my eyes
Safe from daylight, safe from time

I trace your shadow on the wall
Even when you don’t call
You’re everywhere, but you’re nowhere close
I feel you most when I feel alone

I’m wide awake while the world sleeps
Counting cracks in the concrete
You’re a ghost I chose to keep
Just out of reach, just haunting me

If I let you go, who am I tonight?
When the dark feels like my only light
I’d rather ache than feel released
I’d rather it be you — rather than it be peace

I’m wide awake while the world sleeps
Counting cracks in the concrete
You’re a ghost I chose to keep
Just out of reach, just haunting me