I'm afraid of getting an internship...

Описание: Just some of my thoughts regarding my subconscious fear of finding a job. A lot of my self-efficacy actually comes from my various rejections from various companies and people. It's sort of like me thinking to myself, 'fine, if y'all aren't gonna take a chance on me I'm just gonna do it MYSELF.'

Granted, I've definitely not tried as hard as other people in finding internships, or faced rejections more than others. I still don't like the idea of applying to a hundred jobs where you only realistically want about 10 of them. I guess I might just dropout then :P

Also, to that one startup that gave me the opportunity that I turned down, thanks for giving me that chance :) THANKS NICHOLAS

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1:10 The gist
2:08 My lack of confidence
2:44 My fear of responsibility to others

Hi there, I'm Daryl, commonly referred to as Dargo, and I'm a final year Computing student studying in the National University of Singapore.