why i quit streaming after i got twitch partner

Описание: This is the reality of my creative burnout, and how starting on a platform in the midst of a global pandemic, burying myself into content with an intensity that's only rival was that of my mental health. So in future videos my motto is LETS GET THIS BREAD cause whatever i post from here on out is a lovechild of my own happiness. - edited in oct 22nd

A lot of this video is mental health related and I'm finally at a place where I have clarity after prioritizing myself & stepping back. I'm happy to be doing better, but I can't keep making content and moving on the same way I have been since there's aspects of how I've been functioning as a streamer that either put me there or didn't help me in being better.

SECTIONS
00:00:00 lemme just throw this at you real quick and not explain it till later in the video until i've led up to it SIGNIFICANTLY srry lol :p
00:01:42 alexa 101 take notes there will be a pop quiz l8r
00:03:37 woah cool streamer origin story wow
00:04:16 the honeymoon stages of streaming (Jan 21-Juneish)
00:05:23 memories and reminiscing and the h u s t l e n g r i n d
00:07:24 IN MY PC ERA XD
00:08:00 i won a competition :p winner era n end of year 1 streaming
00:09:12 omg i got twitch partner! -BOOM self image isssues how u like that
00:10:03 the woes of streaming/year 2
00:13:50 "I miss the old Alexa, straight from the GO Alexa"
00:15:09 on a process of healing myself :) accountability and action we love to see it
00:16:03 my future self
00:17:06 LMAO my accctual future self, content plans et cetera
00:19:27 TLDR
00:21:21 OK WE'RE DONE

ALL LINKS
https://beacons.ai/bigmommyalexa

TWITCH
  / bigmommyalexa  


PS sorry i throated the mic the whole video hehe 😘

Music is all from Undertale and Yume 2kki OSTs

Fonts are Cyrgus and Fanatiqs off Behance

Thanks for watching :)

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