Afraid to Love Again

Описание: I gave my heart without a fight
Believed her words, believed the lies
Every day felt like a war
Behind her eyes, behind closed doors

I carried anger that wasn’t mine
Lost myself, lost track of time
I stayed so long just to survive
Calling pain a way of life


I learned to smile through all the scars
Hide the truth inside my heart
When I finally walked away
I was free… but still afraid


I’m afraid to love again
Afraid to walk through hell once more
My heart is covered in old scars
It beats, but it don’t trust love anymore

I’m afraid to love again
To promise, then to break
I survived a broken love
Now I’m scared to take that step


Years went by, they left their mark
Sleepless nights, a shattered heart
I disappeared just to keep us alive
Thinking love meant sacrifice

Now I walk this road alone
But at least this heart is my own
When someone talks about forever
My past pulls me back like weather


I wanna believe, but my hands shake
Every step feels like a risk I take
Between hope and fear inside
Between wanting love and running to hide


I’m afraid to love again
Afraid to walk through hell once more
My heart is covered in old scars
It beats, but it don’t trust love anymore

I’m afraid to love again
To promise, then to break
I survived a broken love
Now I’m scared to take that step


If you knock on my door someday
Be gentle with this heart of mine
Love me without tearing me down
Love me without making me run


I’m afraid to love again
But I’m learning how to breathe
If love finds me one more time
I hope it knows how to heal me

I’m afraid to love again
But I didn’t lock the door
I’m healing slow, but I’m still here
A broken heart… still wanting more



I don’t run from yesterday
I walk forward, scars and all
If I love again someday
It won’t be fear that makes me fall