Jessica - Not Staying Here (Lyrics) | Drazian Waves

Описание: “Not Staying Here” captures the quiet weight of standing still while time keeps moving.

The track explores the internal conflict of knowing what needs to change, but not yet having the courage to move. The lyrics circle repetition, self-awareness, and emotional paralysis, landing in a chorus that feels both an admission and a confession.

Fronted by Jessica, whose vocal performance balances vulnerability and restraint, the song leans into honesty rather than resolution. Her delivery carries the tension between fear and hope, letting the silence between lines speak just as loudly as the words themselves.

“Not Staying Here” is a song for anyone who’s ever felt stuck, watching life pass by while promising themselves “soon.”

🎧 Listen. Sit with it. If it resonates, you’re not alone.

Artist: Drazian Waves
Lead Vocals: Jessica (Suno)

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Lyrics:
Same road.
Same stop sign.
I look left.
I never look right.
Same day, different lie,
Tell myself I’m “doing fine.”
Same room, same routine,
What does it mean?

I swear I feel it slipping by,
Another year, another why.

I’m still here, still pretending,
Still waiting for an ending.
I say “soon” like it’s a plan,
But I don’t move — I just stand.
If this is living, tell me why
It feels like watching life go by.
I’m still here.
Still not alright.

Same face
In the mirror.
Same doubt
Getting clearer.
Same words I don’t say,
Let them rot, let them stay.
Same thoughts, same rewind,
Running circles in my mind.

I swear I feel it slipping by,
Another year, another why.

I’m still here, still pretending,
Still waiting for an ending.
I say “soon” like it’s a plan,
But I don’t move — I just stand.
If this is living, tell me why
It feels like watching life go by.
I’m still here.
Still not alright.

It’s not the town, it’s me, I know,
I build the walls, then lay real low.
I keep the door unlocked at night,
But I don’t step out, I don’t fight.

I say I want it, say it loud,
But fear feels safer than the doubt.

I’m still here, still pretending,
Still scared of how this ends.
I say “soon” like it’s a plan,
Like someday’s in my hands.
If this is living, here’s the truth:
I know exactly what to do.
I’m still here…
Still not alright.

Same road.
Same stop sign.
I look left…
I never look right.

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