Kim Jonghyun [SHINee] ; In this shirt ⭐

Описание: ❝ ʷᵃᵗᶜʰ ᶦⁿ ʰᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ˡᶦˢᵗᵉⁿ ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵉᵃʳᵖʰᵒⁿᵉˢ ❞
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Okay.
This video I started trying to edit it at the end of January, but, I could not continue. In fact, only the first part cost me about 2 hours. What Jjong said in that interview is something that I live with every day. It's something that haunts me ~I chose this song, because it is one of the songs that gives me more feelings. When I need to cry and get my feelings out, I hear this song.
I want to be clear on the subject of the video; My idea is not to remember Jonghyun in a sad way, on the contrary. But I made this video showing that part of him, which He often hid, even though we knew that it was there. & it's something that comes directly to me, because being sincere I do it many times. Most of the time, people are hurtful, in their actions, when we talk, and we are not capable of measuring the damage we can cause with just "words".
I will never understand 100% what Jonghyun lived, but, I do understand how much it hurts, when you feel suffocate , when you can't express anything out for fear, fear of being judged, spoiling things, not being understood... to be hurt.
Many times I have kept quiet for fear that people do not understand my feelings, that they misinterpret me and when I have done it with "friends" in the end always ending up judging me, or failing, or blaming you, just what we try to avoid .
Thanks to God, I have my husband & I still have people to trust.
I hope to continue fighting with all my strength, day by day, and not falling again.
This video has helped me to get all my feelings out as I mentioned, but also to encourage me to ask for help if necessary, even though I feel it is not helping me, I have to persist, for me.
What consoles me about Jonghyun, is knowing that he is resting now and that until the last moment, he worked hard❤
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