炉心融解 / Meltdown (koma'n piano ver.) 【Cover by Sonika Ariyani】

Описание: Its been 2 years since I began streaming. Happy anniversary.

Mix: Marcus Negosia
‪@marcusnegotiasian‬
  / negotiasian  

Original Song (Music & Lyrics): iroha(sasaki) & kuma(alfred)
‪@iroha_sasaki‬
   • [Official] 炉心融解 feat.鏡音リン  /  Meltdown fea...  

Original Piano Arrangement & Cover: koma'n
https://nico.ms/sm6850198

Original Piano Arrangement (Off vocal): koma'n
https://nico.ms/sm6834953

Vocals, Illustration, & MV: Sonika Ariyani

Partially Inspired By: cillia/kyaami
‪@kyaami‬
   • 【鏡音リン】Meltdown (Piano ver.) 【カバー】  


I recorded this RIGHT after getting C*VID like a dumbass. I am incredibly nervous about releasing this cover, as it is my first ever one. It may also be my only one. I used to love singing as a kid, but an unfortunate event during my early teen years shut me off from it all together. I haven't really sang in public, or really at all, since then.

Recently, I've come across such a beautiful and supportive community. One I don't even think I deserve sometimes... Their love has encouraged me to give singing a try again. I felt this song is appropriate, as I've personally felt a lot of its sentiments in the past. Now, at the age of 21, I owe it to the people standing by me to get over a few of my insecurities and believe in them. They find me worth something even if I don't always see it myself. I'm glad I stayed alive to meet them. Or rather, I am glad to be alive to cherish the time they give me.

So even if I'm not the strongest singer, and even if you can tell I was fighting for my damn life behind that shitty USB mic, I'm happy I gave it a shot. I hope at least one person out there can feel that I gave it my all.


Thank you for listening,
Sonika

P.S. Marcus really fixed the shit outta me so hella big props to him. He carried this whole project on his back... Thank you especially for being such a good friend.