Wondering Why

Описание: Wondering Why
Lyrics: Danu Grayson (no AI)
Music created with Suno

I'm sitting here waiting for the dawn
Wondering what the hell I did wrong
You pulled me into your life only to
Slowly close the door.... why...
Got me wondering... why?
Going over and over things I said
Ripping apart everything I did
I just can't find a good reason
Why you ended the season.

I wish I didn't give a damn about why
That it didn't make my heart ache
Throat tight - like I wanna cry
That I could shrug my shoulders
Walk away much bolder than I feel
I wish I would turn around....
And see you standing there
Hand opened wide, a little smile
Instead I sit here....
Wondering... why?

The moment you said hello to me
Stars in the sky looked down to see
What could make a cold heart glow
Was it real or just for show?
I've reconstructed every line
Frame by frame, a thousand times
Looking for the moment you let go
Damn... can't you let me know?

I wish I didn't give a damn about why
That it didn't make my heart ache
Throat tight - like I wanna cry
That I could shrug my shoulders
Walk away much bolder than I feel
I wish I would turn around....
And see you standing there
Hand opened wide, a little smile
Instead I sit here....
Wondering... why?

It always comes back to this
My mind on the hamster wheel
Did I say the wrong thing?
Am I just.... not enough?
Did you get what you wanted...
I wish I knew the score.

I wish I didn't give a damn about why
That it didn't make my heart ache
Throat tight - like I wanna cry
That I could shrug my shoulders
Walk away much bolder than I feel
I wish I would turn around....
And see you standing there
Hand opened wide, a little smile
Instead I sit here....
Wondering... why?

On the surface, I'll smile...
Be kind, say, "Hi."
You'll think I let it go...
But I'll always wanna know...
Why?

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