author of my obituary | OC MV

Описание: "a mere stranger in my dreams"

i think i worked on this during the month when my channel was hacked/taken down and spent some even more time polishing everything up before finally posting it! managed to include a bunch of oc related stuff in this mv that i'll prob be the only one to notice them HAHAHAH

to add some context to the mv, i've always been super interested in the topic of grief and loss and i wanted to sorta explore it in this mv! grief isn't always a linear experience if not at all, and sometimes it can unfortunately be self destructing. i'm sure everyone has experienced grief in one form or another, and oftentimes it can be incredibly difficult to swim against the constant tides hitting you from all sides out of nowhere! you're practically trying to compartmentalize life itself but now with the loss of something or someone that was pretty much a huge part of your identity, and i can't imagine that being easy for anybody...

not sure where i'm going with this (tbh i'm very bad with explaining my thoughts LMAO) but i believe as with all things, the thunderclouds of grief will eventually pass into smaller clumps of rainclouds, and eventually to clearer skies though as with the weather there will always be rainy days ahead but by then you may have a much easier time dealing with them. in short, if you are going through troubling times i believe in you!!!!!!!! and i'm sure there are many other people who do as well!! :-)

HUGEEE HUGE THANKS to monochrome for taking the time and effort to remaster this track (the original is quite old LOL) for this mv alone!!!! please give him lots of love over on his channel!!! the entire album alongside this track is absolutely insane i HIGHLY recommend u guys check it out as well!! i'm not even joking when i say it's up there on my top 3 EDM albums oat :'))

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‪@MediaMonochrome‬ for the BANGER track🔥🔥🔥🔥
original track (remaster ver.): https://open.spotify.com/track/1IvuxL...
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2D/3D visuals created/taken from: Clip Studio Paint, Blender, Wikimedia Commons, my own photos lol
art/mv by me!

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