Taylor's Diary, skele, brecken. epitomeoffailure - I miss December (lyrics)

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Lyrics for "I miss December" by Taylor's Diary:
I miss December, I miss the winter
it’s been months doing these xans I can’t remember
so now I’m drinkin til I can’t stand
I fell down I needed ur hand
fight battles all by myself yeah
I miss when little bro was still little
his name tatted on my face
my bones hurt and I’m bridle
she left and my powers decayed
she’s hated me for a long time
i ignore it maybe I’ll pray
i look in the mirror and It isn’t funny how I feel disgusted in every way
Your friends tell me you changed, tell me what’s rearranged?
Tell me why, every day I cry , i don't know  why
You would rather just go and waste time
I don’t have a soul cause you took mine
heard you moving now the drugs got me in a decline
left e right here drowning, now it’s gators with me I’m surrounded
scared to death my heart just pounding
oh yeah my heart steady frowning your love is my health I’m with out it
grandma asked if I’m good tell her doubt it
in a room by myself but it’s crowded
haven’t ended my life I’m astounded
got your shirt In my Closet it’s mounte
cut e open I’ll bleed like a fountain
they wouldn’t care but I’m stuck on a mountain
somewhere in the sky my feet never grounded
been mad at myself for a long time 
the things she did I allowed it
i would’ve thought you’d treat me better than this
i couldn’t read between the lines
i just kept letting you in
and in again
i held on for one more chance
some words said
i’d forget
to hold your hand
you pulled me down
to the undertow
it spins me round
feel the vertigo
baby i never wanted to let you go
list off a hundred things that i hate you for

i'm just stuck in here
n thinking bout the past
my heart in pieces
I'm trying but it’s hurting so bad
sleep thru the pain
till it’s driving me mad
i see your face in everything
fucking holding me back

it kills me
i wanted to go
i’m missing the feeling
of holding you close

Ohhh, I thought it was over when u took me to the park and left my eyes soaked, gooo, I was torn apart from everything that you had , every told me but that’s the old me I promise you I’m not like that anymore , could have fooled me put my hands up then we start to go to war, left my sword up at the house, so this time I can’t do nothing about the things you cry about , so imma just sit here and imma get up on this horse , imma ride until the sunset It cant get no worse , and imma let these toxins in my body run their course

run they course, run they course
i’ve been rotted out to my core
all the poison in my body it’s taken its toll on me
and i don’t have no body and that’s clear to fuckin see
i’ve been struggling with who i am
and who im meant to be
i’m alone again what a tragedy

Still got your picture frame mounted on my window seal
I don’t think I’ll ever take it off
it tkes time to heal all the things I never felt I never could
but life isnt really like I .. imagined
you’re the beauty in the pageant
evergreen on mountains never happened if you hadn’t 
planted flowers in the garden
paint me why they got me gasping
I can’t breathe the air if you don’t tell me that it’s everlasting
ever lastin
i don’t think that’ll ever happen
you turned around like i was a has been
i feel the pain that u had crafted
oh god it’s happening again
every time i think i lose my head
wishing i was dead
i should’ve gone back to bed
my minds been racing every day over what she said
i can’t forget
even if i wish
upon a star
im still feelin you inside my bed