I googled today: “10 weeks pregnant - why do I feel like absolute shit?”

Описание: Modern Solo Mom Diaries | Filmed January 2026 (10 Weeks). Catching you up to real time.
January 2, 2026 — 10 Weeks, 1 Day.
Posting these in order as I catch you up to present day.

Happy January 2nd.

Ten weeks and one day. Apparently. Supposedly.
We’ll confirm on January 15th, but for now… that’s what we’re going with.

Today I literally typed into ChatGPT:
“I’m 10 weeks and 1 day pregnant. Why do I feel like such shit?”

So that’s where I’m at.

Apparently this is peak HCG. Peak placenta-growing. Peak “your body is building an entire extra organ” energy. I didn’t think about that last pregnancy. The whole growing-a-second-organ thing.

No wonder I’m tired.

Like… bone tired.
Took a nap. Still exhausted.
Not even 10pm and I’m done.

We took the girls to the mall today — my niece and Izzy. Build-A-Bear, Jamba Juice, Sephora (blue eyeshadow, cotton candy lip gloss, and a firm no to bright red lipstick), and of course Cheesecake Factory.

Now it’s sleepover night. I’m praying everyone sleeps so maybe I can sneak in another nap tomorrow.

I’m just tired of feeling like this.
Skin’s weird.
Boobs are so sore I can’t even explain it.
Peak hormones. Peak nausea. Peak “why is this happening to my body?”

And yet… 36 days until Izzy turns five. That made me emotional.

We’re so close to getting back into routine. So close to feeling more like me again. Just a few more days.

Right now it’s one day at a time.
Peak hormones and all.