I am the conductor now

Описание: to who it may concern, im doing better now
im working through my past
and left behind what did not pass out back in the deep grass
I try to separate the pain of my past
I looked back to a time where I left the grime
i had to see what has take so much time
why was it so hard to see the old me
im doing better now
I found my ground
and the conductor of the pain in my brain has gotten off the train
now I see it in the distance
I give resistant
for that train is the bringer of my pain
I have worked through scar after scar packed in box car after box car
but I have not gotten far
im doing better now
I found my ground
and the conductor of the pain in my brain has gotten off the train
there is a track on my back and as the train rolls in to my brain it cant hide the pain
I left the conductor on the ground
I left him where that train was found
I left him to see he doesn't control me
im doing better now
I found my ground
and the conductor of the pain in my brain has gotten off the train
I walked down that track
the one that went down my back
I went from car to car letting out all my scars
its going to take sometime to get back to the back of the track
im doing better now
I found my ground
and the conductor of the pain in my brain has gotten off the train
it will take some time to unpack the box in the back
but I wont stop till all my scars in those cars have been wiped away
that train can stay stuck on the ground
because im the conductor now
(im doing better now
I found my ground
and the conductor of the pain in my brain has gotten off the train)
im doing better now
I found my ground
and the conductor of the pain in my brain has gotten off the train
im the conductor now