Torchkas - Rage (TNYJ-4 Edit)

Описание: Title: Rage (TNYJ-4 Edit).

Original Artist: Torchkas.

Editor: TNYJ.

Genre: Sad Glitch.

Extra genres: Glitch, Depressive, Ambient, Hypertone, Ultratone.

Exportation Date: 1/3/24.

Date released: 2/3/24.

Info: This is an edit to what I'd like to refer to as the "Anthem of TNYJ-4".

The feeling of simultaneous victory and defeat that the original track screams of is very reminiscent to how these last 2 years have played out. Especially as of late. So much so that I have definitively made the original song the main track of this year's Life Mixtape Entry: "SY_2 - S-R_2 - The 2nd Golden Year: 10 Years Challenge (2024)". Another clear distinction, because of the sound and also the personally significant relevance it has to my story, it is also the main track of the fifth period of my life: "TNYJ-4 - The Spectralon Remedy (2022 - 2024)". This is also why the edit is titled "TNYJ-4", instead of just "TNYJ".

“They laugh and laugh as you suffer, still pointlessly trying to attain the so-called “Personal Salvation”, even if it has cost you your place in the family, who you are, who your friends are, where you want to be in life, how you want to get there, they laugh and laugh and laugh as you attempt in vain to heal yourself, instead deepening the scars upon reopening them again and again, in an attempt to right a wrong you never even committed, from whence you were a mere child. They howl as you suffer. They holler as you scream in anguish and pain. They won’t stop. Even if you beg." - This quote was created whilst listening to the original piece, making further light of The Intruders.

This whole period has had its fair share of euphorically ethereal victories, followed by painful and anguishing defeats. The relevance of this track is for the painful victories of perseverance during October 2022, The Great Pendulum during 2023 and now the 10 Years Challenge of 2024. "Painful victories" as I have not won without gaining newer scars. I haven't come out of these things unscathed, hence the personal relevance to MY Story.

I have won, at the cost of everything.

Thanks to all that remain in my life.

As I have always said in the past month:

"Thanks for your patience."

TNYJ