[Original] Full Moon

Описание: Hello again! I know it's been a while but I came back again. Here's a song I wrote last month. This song is kind of like 'As I get older(the song I wrote about 2 years ago) version 2' to me. It was my birthday a month ago and at that night, there was a super full moon up in the sky. and I was so happy but at the same time I was so scared and insecure about being old. so basically this song is about that emotion, you know. hmm hope you like! thank you so so much for listening! 😍😍

[Lyrics]
Full Moon

I‘m really getting numb
I don't know what to feel anymore
And I'm going too dumb
I can’t be sure about anything anymore

Should I give in or should I pursue
Should I find a way but it keeps running away
Should I compromise or should I be angry
Should I walk away but it keeps running away
It keeps running away It keeps running away
And I'm slipping away

I'm always so confused
I don't know what's right or wrong anymore
And we're only being used
No one cares what the real me is anymore

Should I give in or should I pursue
Should I find a way but it keeps running away
Should I compromise or should I be angry
Should I walk away but it keeps running away
It keeps running away It keeps running away
And I'm slipping away

But I need home to go back
And I need you to make me stay

'Cause everybody has their own reasons
Everybody has their own dreams
Everybody has their own excuses
Everybody has their own stories
Even though I know I still

Should I give in or should I pursue
Should I find a way but it keeps running away
Should I compromise or should I be angry
Should I just walk away but it keeps running away
It keeps running away
And I'm slipping away