MatKat - Deep End

Описание: MatKat - Deep end
[Produced by Hayden Beats]

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Lyrics
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Drifting away from all the spaces
That you pulled me into
The longer that I'm in my head
got me wondering
If I'm feeling better without you

You forced me to dissociate yeah
It's the only way that I can stop caring oh
It turned into negotiating
Accountability mixed up with projection

I dive in the deep end
To see if I'm hell sent
Deprived of what's meant to be better
I'm sick of playing pretend

Maybe I’ll stay
Maybe I’ll fall
Maybe I’ll recover things
I can’t recall

Til’ that time
Don’t count on me
I’ll only drag you down further in sea

Keep breathing
Cold hearted
Can't you see that
You're doing shit that
That leads me to
Making up my mind

Stories ‘bout your past
Got me retrospective
Tendencies that keep on happening
Mistakes stuck on repeat

(I still remember to this day)

Used to watch me dance
On a night out
Two strangers on the verge of so called love

Now I'm too fucked up
Said I had enough
And I'm all caught up
In those games we playing

Trust me I don't want these issues
To stay the same
But you stayed the same
When you said you'd change yeah
Yeah you never got it figured out

I dive in the deep end
To see if I'm hell sent
Deprived of what's meant to be better
I'm sick of playing pretend

It's been a while since you slept in my room
These cold nights I still think about you

Better off with falling out
Maybe that will shut you down
Cause what was all the drama about
I don't want your loving now

Okay I let it go
I let it fade
Better said than done okay
Deep inside I'm still afraid
You pull the trigger for you aim

Trust me I'm wasted
That's why I can say it
Love me or hate me
I get so faded for you

For you I did
And I'm tripping
Why'd you spin the story
I caught you slipping
But I'm living