hkfiftyone - spark up (lyrics)

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Produced by Lil Nightshift

Anime:
Yahari Ore no Seishun Love Comedy wa Machigatteiru.
My Teen Romantic Comedy SNAFU

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Lyrics:
sparkin up a joint but i keep running out of papers
i could never smoke enough
to keep my problems on a waiver
every day i just pretend the world
could really not be greater
just to justify that i'm okay
with everyones behaviour, like

damnit baby know it hurts me when you do that
i'm just crazy, i'm just too far gone to move back
know i'm lazy, and my mind is getting too lack
know i love you so i don't know why i do that

made a job of pushing everyone away
make sure you stay real f*cking far so you don't have to see my brain
i'm sorry that i put you through this sh*t like every single day
i know you understand it too so i don't even want to say

cause i'm a monster when i'm hurting deep inside
i never mean the things i say
but i wont swallow all my pride
instead i anchor down and fight it
just to prove i'm always right
and then i run away, break down alone in darkness where i hide

everyone's better without me i know
call me a demon must not have a soul
say i've no heart but feel more than you know
gut wrenching inside but i won't let it show

so all that you see is a colorless shell
the ghost of a boy that i used to know well
but now i'm a man so i gotta face hell
my inside don't match but outside i am well

if i could spark up just enough to kill these thoughts then i would do it,
but it only makes me crazy takes me back to living through it,
so i keep on pushin through the limit know that i can do it,
now im numb enough to feel okay but now i think i blew it

every time i'm mean i know it's a reflection of myself,
and i'm so sorry that ruin everything and how you felt
but the truth is when you say you love me, i completely melt
i'm so scared for all the reasons they're the same that we've been dealt

sparkin up a joint but i keep running out of papers
i could never smoke enough
to keep my problems on a waiver
every day i just pretend the world
could really not be greater
just to justify that i'm okay
with everyones behaviour, like

damnit baby know it hurts me when you do that
i'm just crazy, i'm just too far gone to move back
know i'm lazy, and my mind is getting too lack
know i love you so i don't know why i do that

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