Not Built For The Script

Описание: #aimusic #romance #feminism #amatonormativity #sexuality
[Verse 1]
Pressed my wants into a document,
Bullet points and brave specifics,
"Hold my fear
But don't define me,
Ask me twice when I go quiet."

Stared until the letters blurred,
Every line a little fiction,
Hit delete and watched it vanish
Like a contract I won't sign.

[Chorus]
I wasn't built for the script,
White dress,
Warm hands,
Perfect fit.
I want an intimate witness,
But not a cage made out of kindness.
I keep on asking too much,
Or maybe just asking it honest.
I wasn't built for the script
And I can't unread it.

[Verse 2]
Every film says "choose your person",
Every song says "find your half".
Culture carved it in my marrow,
"Love means never walking past."

But I'm layered,
I'm out of sequence.
Sacred,
Selfish,
Sharp and soft.
Who could hold that contradiction
Without trying to turn it off?

[Chorus]
I wasn't built for the script,
Candlelight,
Calm voice,
Easy fix.
I want an intimate witness
Who doesn't flinch when I get restless.
I keep on asking too much,
Or maybe just naming the absence.
I wasn't built for the script
And I can't unread it.

[Bridge]
What if I'm the place I come home to? (Oh.)
What if that's the first true vow?
If you meet me there,
I'll meet you,
But I'm not shrinking down.

[Chorus]
I wasn't built for the script,
Shared bed,
Shared name,
Seamless fit.
I still ache for a companion
Who sees the chaos and stands in it.
I keep on asking too much,
Or maybe just asking it clearly.
I wasn't built for the script,
But I can still love fiercely.