Still on Guard | A First Responder’s Faith Struggle in Church

Описание: Sitting in church with his family, a first responder tries to focus on worship—but his mind won’t slow down.

While the congregation sings, his thoughts drift back to old calls, flashing lights, and moments that never fully fade. He scans the exits, plans escape routes, and stays alert, even in the pew. Guilt and shame creep in as he wonders why faith hasn’t “fixed” him yet, why he feels different, distant, and wired when everyone else seems at peace.

This song is for the first responders, veterans, and protectors who love God deeply but still wrestle with hypervigilance, anxiety, and quiet shame. It’s a reminder that we are not saved by how strong we are, how well we cope, or how put together we appear—but by grace alone.

God meets us exactly where we are. Even when we’re still on guard.

This song was created with AI-assisted tools, but the story, emotions, and message come from lived experience and personal reflection.

If this resonates with you, you’re not alone.

🎧 Listen. Reflect. Share with someone who needs to hear it.

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